Fr. Joshua Johnson |
Acts 1:1-11
Psalm 47:2-3, 6-9
Ephesians 1:17-23
Matthew 28:16-20
I don’t know about you, but this
weekend has been an incredible one from my experience. Yesterday morning I had
the joy of concelebrating at the Rite of Ordination of Priests at Sacred Heart
Church in Baton Rouge. Deacon Joshua Johnson walked in at 10am and Father
Joshua Johnson walked out just around noon changed, a priest of Jesus Christ.
The experience, as every ordination I’ve been to, was one of incredible joy and
hope. The diocesan choir and gospel choir present were both beautiful and
lifted our hearts to the Lord in ways that rarely happen, the bishop preached
an inspiring and challenging homily, and each of us priests was filled with
thoughts and sentiments of our own days of ordination. The joy was palpable and
not a single person that walked out the church did so without a smile on their
face and a sense of awe at what had just taken place. In the midst of it all I
simply tried to soak up the moment because days like that are few and far
between.
Our vocation as Christian, Pope
Francis continually reminds us, is to be a people of joy, hope, and life that
reach out into the world that shine with the radiant Light of Christ. But you
know as well as I that we don’t have to look very far to find things going on
that try to steal that joy, hope, and life from us and replace them with
sorrow, frustration, and despair. The torrential downpour that left many in our
community – including some of you present today – with water in your homes, the
expected or unexpected death of loved ones, illness that changes your daily
life drastically, or just a whole slew of little things that seem to keep going
wrong. These and others are ways that the evil one wants to quench the fire of
hope in our hearts. But how do we fight back? How do we keep hope when things
seem so difficult for us? Heaven. Remember that you and I were not made for
this life. We were made for Heaven.
The feast of the Ascension, which
we celebrate today, has two main points to it. First, it is about the Lord
Jesus reclaiming the glory that is rightly His. The second point is that He
doesn’t go to reclaim that glory alone, but to draw us into the glory of the
Trinity with Him. The feast of the Ascension is celebrated because the Lord
first humbled Himself and descended to be with us, draws us to Himself like a
great magnet, and hoist us back up into Heaven with Him. In short, the Ascension reminds us of
that reality that Heaven awaits us and that it is our ultimate goal. The
Collect for the Mass today spoke it such a wonderful theological and visual manner:
where the Head has gone in glory, we the body are called to follow. Christ
wants us to be with Him in Heaven because there alone we can find our
fulfillment. There alone will we know true joy. In Heaven, the joy of our
hearts will be so great that the greatest thing we experience in this life will
seem as very little and the worst day here will seem as though it never even
existed. Heaven is a place of such great glory that we can’t even comprehend it
or conceive of an idea that comes close. And that is what we were made for.
The problem that I have
personally is that while I know all of this in my head, it is often difficult
for me to put it into action in my daily life. So as I was preparing for this
homily I focused on three ways that I myself could try to re-orient my focus to
Heaven. They are to simplify, reconcile, and pray.
Simplify. I’ve mentioned before
that I love books. I don’t have that many valuable possessions or possessions
at all for that matter, but I do have a good number of books. It’s funny
because I always buy books. I don’t read them necessarily, but I buy them to
have them in case I get to read them. I keep amassing this pile of books and
the reality is that while all of those books are good and holy – mostly about
Christ, the Church, the Mass, and other theological things – they are things
that keep me focused on earth rather than Heaven. They enable me to do exactly
what they are trying to prevent me from doing! And that’s not all. I fill up my
time with all sorts of various activities and other things that complicate my
life rather than letting things remain simple, permitting me to lift my mind to
Heaven. To simplify is to remind myself that I don’t belong here. My treasure
should be elsewhere.
Reconcile. In Heaven, every
person will be perfectly united with God. They will have passed through
purgatory and had cast aside all that separates them from the Blessed Trinity.
And if every person is perfectly united to God, then that means every person is
necessarily perfectly united to one another. And you and I both know that is
not how this life works, unfortunately. I see in my own life that there are
people with whom I am not completely reconciled. There is still room for
forgiveness, increased unity, and a willingness to set aside past hurts,
pre-conceived notions, biases, and all that other junk that divides me from
others in order to build up here on earth what is going to be the reality of
all eternity. To reconcile with others is to build up the body of Christ here
and to prepare for the joy of true unity in the life come.
Pray. My vocation is primarily to
pray and secondarily to serve the people of God. That sounds rather
self-centered, but if I fail to spend the necessary time in prayer then my
ministry among you will not be filled with the Holy Spirit but will be filled
with the spirit of Fr. Brent Maher and whatever I feel like doing, and that is
not what God wants. I recognize in myself that there are times that I pray well
and am grateful for it, but there are also times where I fail to pray as well
as I could. It’s easy to pop in the rosary while riding the roads and simply
say the words but not give my mind to the mysteries and mark of my “pray the
rosary” on the spiritual checklist. It’s easy to say the words of the psalms
and readings for my obligatory priestly prayers each day and check that off
too. But that is not what I am called to do. I am called to enter into real
prayer that changes the way that I live my life. When I really pray, when I
give myself time to enter into the presence of the God of Heaven, I interact
with others differently, I interact with the Lord differently, my experience of
life is approached differently. Everything changes because I was with the Lord
and lifted up into Heaven.
It’s not about doing grand
things. It’s about being willing to do regular things, but for the Lord. I was
struck by a quote from St. Jean Vianney that I read the other day. It says
this: “If we would only do as much for God as we do for the world we should all
be saints.” How easy it is to get caught up in the things of this life! But
when we do so we set ourselves up for sorrow, frustration, and despair because
we were not made for this. We were made for Heaven. Let us pray for the grace
of the Holy Spirit to be with us to help lift our eyes to the place that awaits
us and be filled with the joy that comes from God, knowing that what awaits us
is even greater.
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