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Heart speaks to Heart |
Readings for Sunday, August 21 / 21st Sunday of Ordinary Time:
Isaiah 66:18-21 |
Psalm 117 |
Hebrews 12:5-7, 11-13 |
Luke 13:22-30
I’d like to begin by saying thank you for
your prayers. Many of you have gone to serve as well as the many donations
which have been received in our parish from those who are suffering from the
floods. It was a great joy to be able to see the generosity and the love of our
parish. It made me really proud to be your pastor. Whenever we went to Denham
Springs on Friday to drop off all the donations, we had collected one
twelve-foot trailer that was jam-packed, another one was probably a sixteen
foot trailer that was at least half full, and other cash donations. It was
interesting because we went to the shelter to drop everything off, and they
were short-handed because most of their volunteers were trying to clean their
own homes. They asked if we could stay to help sort some of the donations onto
the tables. As soon as we were unpacking things, there were people already
standing at the table waiting to pick them up. You’d put a bottle of bleach on
the table, bend down to pick another one up, and the other one you just put was
gone already. It was greatly needed and greatly appreciated. I know many of
them there expressed their gratitude to us who were there, and through us to
you. So thank you, as your pastor, but also as one who calls Denham Springs
home.
The past couple of days I’ve been at my
parents’ house working, and have been reminded of the many mission trips I’ve
been involved in throughout my time in the seminary. We went to Guatemala and
Nicaragua multiple times, as well as doing local mission trips where we can
serve in our own communities - going to Vacherie at the southern end of our
diocese. One year we went to a youth group mission trip in Bayou La Batre, over
in Alabama; and it was that one that stuck out most to me as I was reflecting
and praying with the scriptures as we were taking care of things at the house. It
was an ecumenical gathering, so it wasn’t just Catholic, it was a variety of
Christian churches that had come together for this mission work after one of
the storms that hit them. Each night, one of the ministers would have a little
time of prayer or reflection. One of the evenings they sat us all down and the
minister asked us to close our eyes. He began to describe a scene where we
passed from this life, where we died, and then we ‘woke up’, and before our
eyes was Jesus in heaven. The minister said, “If you could ask Jesus one
question, what would it be?” and he then opened up the floor for people to
respond. The profound thoughts and reflections from the hearts of 13, 14,
15-year-olds was edifying to me at that time and still today.
But it was that question of “If you could ask
one thing what would it be?” - in a sense that’s what we get in the Gospel
today. The Lord Jesus is going from town to town on His way to Jerusalem. As
you maybe remember from a few weeks ago, Jesus sets His eyes on Jerusalem. He’s
resolved to go there. He’s not coming back. As He’s going from place to place,
there are many times where people will see Him for the first and the last time.
I think one of those people is the one who cries out the question today. As
Jesus passes by, he has that burning thing in his heart - the one thing that he
wants to know from the Lord - “Lord, will only a few be saved?” “What are my
odds Jesus, am I going to make it, or will only a few saved?” It’s an important
question because salvation is everything. If we have it, we have eternal joy;
if we don’t we have eternal sorrow and suffering. It’s an important question.
What side of the line am I on Jesus? Can I make it?
It’s interesting that Jesus doesn’t give a
numerical response. He doesn’t say, “O yeah, probably just a hand full.” He doesn’t say, “No. Many people will make
it. All will make it. Nobody will make it.” He doesn’t say any physical number
or general idea, and that’s important for us. Because if Jesus says that “Yeah
everybody is in,” we don’t really worry about showing our love for the Lord and
others in this life. Our natural inclination is to take the easiest pathway
possible, right? So, if the Lord says most people will make it, then it’s easy
to presume “Yea, I’m generally a good person. I’ll probably make it. I’ll be in
the number of the most.” If the Lord says only a few people will make it, then
we begin to question whether I can make it or whether I should even try. No
matter what the Lord would’ve said, the question would have have arisen in our
hearts “Should I try?” either because
I’m already in or I don’t have a shot.
The Lord gives the proper response: It
doesn’t matter how many get in; that’s not the point. Strive to enter the
narrow gate. Strive. The Greek word is something to the effect of “agonize” -
give everything you can to enter through the narrow gate. Give your best
effort. That’s what the Lord calls us to - to give our best effort - to enter
through the narrow gate. He says that some won’t be strong enough, some won’t
know the way, they won’t know Me. Then He gives that agonizing story of the
ones who come, and they are standing outside saying, “Jesus, open the door for
us. We are here. We’re ready to come to the feast, Lord.” He says, “I don’t
know where you’re from.” “Lord you ate and drank, you taught in our streets.”
“I don’t know where you’re from. Depart from me you evildoers.”
Many hours I’ve spent praying with those
passages. Put yourself in that situation. Spend some time reflecting on that
response. If that’s not a motivation … Every time I pray with that scripture
and place myself in that place where the Lord was speaking that to me, I get
this really sick feeling in my stomach. I immediately realize that I need to
strive a little more I need to try a little harder for myself. And so the Lord
invites, “Strive to enter through the narrow gate.”
“I don’t know where you are from” would be a
hard thing to hear. So how do we fix that? How do we make it so that the Lord
knows where we are from. Obviously, He’s God - He knows. He knows the number of
hairs on our head, or maybe the lack thereof sometimes. He knows everything
about us. He knows all the things in our heart - even if we don’t know it. You
think He wouldn’t know where we are from? Certainly He does. But He needs even
more than that. He wants to know us - to know us personally. And the way we do
that is prayer. We have to pray, to be a people of prayer - profound prayer;
not surface level prayer, but prayer that actually speaks to Christ and is able
to listen. To have that time where we hear the word of God and we respond to it
- a conversation with Him. We can offer up the rosary and allow our meditation
to become an encounter with Christ Jesus. Other spontaneous prayers, chaplets
and these sorts of things, can be beautiful ways to encounter the living God.
But one of the ways that I think is most important for us is the Mass.
Today is the feast of Pope St. Pius X. He was
a pope in the early 20th century, and he was part of the early days of the
liturgical renewal in the Church and one of the things he desired for us as a
Church was to pray the Mass. One of his famous quotes was, “Don’t pray at the
Holy Mass. Pray the Holy Mass.” Again, don’t pray at Holy Mass. Don’t just come
in here, and father does his thing, we say the words, but I’m kind of doing my
thing over there, just kind of doing my own personal deal. No, he says pray the
Holy Mass - pray the words, pray the actions. Let the things that we say and
the things that we do be things that are not just on that exterior, but they
are manifestations of the reality of what our heart is actually speaking to
Christ. And that’s hard. It’s hard because we are easily distracted and easily
caught up in the routine of things.
Being a priest, I’ve celebrated Mass every
single day, sometimes multiple times a day. It’s easy - impressively easy - to
become like a robot and go through the words, go through the actions. Just this
week at one of the daily Masses, I remember concluding the Eucharistic Prayer
and we started the Our Father - I presume - and I woke up, I ‘clicked in’ two
pages later as I was offering people the sign of peace. I had to ask someone
after Mass, “Did I actually pray the prayers or did I skip over them?” “No, Father,
you prayed them.”
How easy it is to happen like that, that we
can allow our minds to kick into autopilot, allow our lips say what needs to be
said as our mind goes ten thousand other places. That’s not what we are
supposed to do. It is to enter into the mystery and pray the Mass, to reflect
on the words we say and to mean them: Lord have mercy, Christ have mercy, Lord have
mercy... Glory to God in the highest … Thanks be to God …Praise to you Lord
Jesus Christ … Lord hear our prayer … Holy, Holy, Holy Lord God of Hosts ….
Lamb of God, You take away the sins of the world, have mercy on us … Lord I’m
not worthy that you should enter under my roof, but only say the word and my
soul shall be healed … Amen … Thanks be to God …. These things that you say and
that I say every Mass - if we really prayed them, they have a way of changing
our hearts. If we allow the bodily postures that we do to form our spirit, it
can change us. It teaches us to pray. It allows us to know the Lord, but even
more importantly, to be known by Him.
As we come here, it would be easy to come and
simply say the words, do the things, to show up at Mass every Sunday, to do all
the right stuff, to check off our lists of Catholic obligations, is to come and
say to the Lord, “Lord, you ate and drank among us, and you taught in our
streets.” The Lord says, “But you never spoke to me. Yes I was there, but you
never spoke to me. You were at the other table. You weren’t listening or
responding. You were somewhere else. You should’ve been with me, listening to
me, speaking with me.” And that’s what He desires for us. Prayer - heart
speaking to heart. To allow our heart to speak to Christ, and not just with the
words of the Mass, but to allow even the other things of our heart to speak.
And the other silent moments of prayer, to allow our heart to pour out to the
Lord Jesus and to really speak to Him, to talk to Him, because He is here. He’s
passing by right now in this Mass right before our eyes, into our very flesh.
There are many things we want to ask Him, many things we want to say, but it’s
to make sure to say them, and to make sure that we mean them.
The Lord Jesus calls us to Himself. He wants to know us, He longs to know us. I
think we want to know Him as well. I invite you, as we enter into the
continuation of this Mass, to respond to the Lord, to let the words really mean
something, let our actions really mean something for us. I’m not preaching to
you; I’m preaching to me today because I need it, because so often I forget it.
How easy it is, again, to go through the motions, but to forget the Lord behind
it all. Let us come together today in this Mass and to offer ourselves in love,
to love and be loved, to know the Lord Jesus, and to be known by Him.